Recovery is Foxie

Recovery Fox


A Poem
About Shame
(Feb 2000)
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Bankruptcy Guilt
    1
    Last Sunday' class was extremely hard
    Dept management and God's standards
    If I had followed them, I'd not be
    In trouble with no other means.
    In priesthood meeting the high priests
    Seem to attack bringing guilt's feast.

    2
    A Friday meeting is scheduled
    Creditor's questions, I'm frightened
    But the meeting is a bankruptcy
    And the first payment to a trustee
    I can't seem to by myself forgive
    Those who lied or myself, and life live.

    3
    Until I can my own will submit,
    Allowing Christ's calm soft love to fit.
    Impossible things cannot happen
    Within my hard heart, feelings deepen.
    Using Christ's real love, working within
    I can even forgive my own sin

4
A forgiving is impossible
Without Christ helping me be able
Even with the spirit telling me
I still cannot a forgiveness see
Unless his pure love I can allow
To slowly work inside my brow

5
Will any deep submission become
Forgiveness of my failures or them.
Help from others with God is a key
Prayer alone is not enough for me
But by talking to others I see
And slowly find Gods reality.

Will Tim Submit