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- I'm feeling bullied again
- . . Greed and pride allowed pain
- In faith I said I would trod
- . . To help better serve my God
- Perhaps I've even did that
- . . For I have learned that his stats
- . . . . Are not what I see
- 3
- An auto withdrawl I blocked
- . . but heartless the thieves restocked
- Triple the cost I'd asked stopped
- . . Oh God help me anger to drop
- Make me able to forgive
- . . So I may eternally live
- . . . . Accepting Christ's key
- 5
- Then on top of it all
- . . Local phone service tall
- Though I told them not to charge
- . . Stayed money hungry and large
- They just don't need to listen
- . . though rain knocked out the line
- . . . . hey checked it water free
- 7
- Still 1st and formost, I see
- . . A 60 dollar each month fee
- A bad four year contract I signed
- . . An internet machine cost
- To use credit cards on line
- . . But a never once used vine
- . . . . During one year's levy.
- 9
- Resentment is a poison
- . . Stopping an addict's reason
- Christ will teach us to forgive
- . . As we slowly learn to live
- Forgiving our enemy
- . . Is felt only after we
- . . . . Give to Christ completely.
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2
Four months of sobriety
. . But forced again to see
Feelings of being swindled
. . Bullied, my resentment fed
Oh my Lord, my God, I pray
. . Help me release anger's fray
. . . . That clings as my fee
4
Two warnings written at my job
. . Add to resentments throb.
I was not thinking well
. . So in myself the blame swells
Why do things happen so fast
. . Why does rebellion last and last
. . . . As I feel guilty
6
Of course when dry it worked
. . But even though they shirked
I was charged the 80 dollar fee
. . How can they for cash not see
Can I be taught to forgive
. . Just let it go, my life live?
. . . . And accept Christ's mercy
8
They now threaten collection
. . Court is a possible run
Can the law be that unfair
. . To throw me in prison's lair
I hope for humanity
. . Could a judge or jury see
. . . . Them victimizing me
10
Only our older brother
. . Can teach us to love others
Christ will share His purity
. . With a vile sinner like me
If I covenants can keep,
. . If when bullied I creep
. . . . again to my knees.
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